instead of an altar, a butcher’s table. instead of the nailed palms of christ, my father’s warm hand on my shoulder.
did i live with you in a past life? was i your lifelong partner? is that why the idea of losing you torments me so much? how long have i been without you?
i am still so naïve; i know pretty much what i like and dislike; but please, don’t ask me who i am. a passionate, fragmentary girl, maybe?
have you ever killed something good for you just to be certain that you’re the reason you can no longer have it?
