ALT - ...sweetpea? is there a reason you’re sulking here instead of hanging out with jude? - i canceled. i told him i wasn’t feeling well. - [pause] why? what’s wrong? - i just... i feel like everyone else knows what they’re doing, or what they want to do, at least. and i don’t. it’s so confusing. -you’re only 18, safiya. there’s no rush on this sort of thing. everyone moves at their own pace. - then why do i feel so behind? i feel like i’m finally getting back on my feet, but i can’t help but think of what “comes next.” why do i feel like everyone’s gonna leave me, or what if i don’t figure out what i want to do—? moodlet: The Unknown (From Not Having Plan) It’s Saturday night and Safiya is wallowing in dread. With college decision season around the corner, everyone is excitedly discussing their plans for the future: university, jobs, travel. There’s so much to look forward to after graduation, Safiya knows, but she can’t seem to get the pit of impending doom out of her stomach.