nellie ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★⋆˙⟡♡TW

Got like 100 new followers in 3 days who the fuck are you people what do you want from me

Not able to shit so I only lost 0.2 these are the worst days dude

I did not go to sleep early it’s 1am 🫶

Instead of binging I ate like 15 of my moms vitamin gummies and started gnawing on a raw tomato 🫶

Taco bowl was 360 cals and I made a seperate veggie bowl for like 150 the omad is slapping tonight and I’ve been 300 calories under limit for a while now

I’ve had to block so many people trying to follow me dawg THIS IS NOT A SAFE SPACE FOR NORMIES OR CHILDREN BRO 😭😭😭🫩🫩🫩

Been so fucking depressed today I’m gonna try to go to sleep early so maybe tomorrow can be okay ? 😭 idk man idk what fucked my day up I woke up exhausted and sad

Gonna omad a taco bowl im so excited i could barf

Woke up depressed as FUCK dawg idek what to do w myself I feel like I have to die today idk why

Goodnight moots I love you all 🤍 I hope you rest well tonight

Did some good old fashioned pacing outside in -10° weather because I realized not working = no steps and I almost had a meltdown from the existential guilt

I hope my ogs from like 2024 are okay I miss Dean and mads :( my first edtwt besties

Bath and body works changed the moonlight goddess packaging to something minimalist and ugly I’m gonna hurt myself in their store next time I’m at the mall

Running out of safe foods in this house dawg I picked the wrong fucking time to quit my job

Went to go make my cup of tea and I’m out of tea bitch wtf

Telling myself it’s okay that I’m losing slowly because I’ll have less skin sag

Need to lose another 10 by December so my sister sees me for the first time since June and I’m 30lbs lighter

Went out with friends and ate off their plates bitch how is two chicken strips and a coconut milk lemonade like 500 calories 😭😭

Thinking about how I’ll never be the severe and enduring kind of sick but instead the throw 60-80lbs back and forth every year like it’s a game kind of sick and so doctors spit on me and point and laugh in my face when I need help

Omad was 490 cals pls let me weigh less tomorrow im gonna fucking kill someone if I don’t lose anything significant 🫩