its been a while since ive opened this app
ill be ranting in this void again for the next couple of days (to help my writing skills, of course)
why did my life turn out life this? does it really have to be like this? do i really need to be different than others? do i have to experience everything alone? im already a waste after i was born since all of these are happening to me. it makes sense that way.
my heart belongs to only one person, and its becoming a problem
why did i fell so hard for this one person in the first place? liking someone new seems impossible
its now clear that ill find parts of her in someone if i ever decided to date
i cant and didnt have her but im so glad i met her in my life
she was the one, or so i thought
she is the epitome of the girl of my dreams
she was the one who set my standards
period





