ALT namjoon's weverse letter 150624 it's been a while. it was our 11th year anniversary not too long ago, but with the excuse that things have been hectic, i havent been able to leave even just a short post. hahaha 'come back to me' was released a month ago, and 3 weeks ago 'RPWP'. the plan to enlist together with hoseok in april last year was postponed and postponed, and we ended up going together with our younger brothers, side by side, holding hands. i think i spent 2023 like that with just alcohol and working <on music>. im jealous of my friend's sergeant patch.. but i don't have any regrets. (ㅎㅎ;) this is my first work where i haven't been able to tell you my thoughts on things myself. there's a lot of things i want to say, but because they're all written in the album.. it's an album where i struggled in an attempt to just become entirely truthful with myself. it would be great if you could read it over and over for a long time. please
ALT 3 days ago jin hyung was finally discharged. i brought and blew my saxophone so i could have fun, but to be honest i had a lot of mixed emotions. wouldn't he have been so lonely and had a hard time because he went first. what would it have been like. because a year and 6 months is fair to anyone here. we're probably living hyung's past right now coming outside for the first time in a while, as expected, the time outside is moving differently. the gravity feels a little different too.. and everyone is doing well regardless of my absence. things are going well. although i do feel a little empty, more than anything else, it was nice that all the members were able to gather for the first time in a really long while to have a drink and share an open conversation (although the military was more than half of the topics.. keke). i think it's almost been as many as 10 months. why did i miss these people so much.. i called them from time to time and would ask how they were doing out of nowhere.
ALT where will we be wandering ? next year, on our 12th year anniversary, what kind of faces would you all have. i miss you, so i picture you, and because i picture you, i miss you more. it is already the 11th year.. it will probably be just a matter of counting down yet another year. i leave the future to jin hyung and hobi who have been embraced, and will be embraced in your arms. i leave after realising that a lot of people still haven't forgotten us, are waiting for us, and love us. i will once again live day by day just thinking of our members and you all, as i always have. i love you. thank you looking forward to next early summer, namjoon
