๐ฎgeek guy. not a nerd. definitely a dork. emo idiot. worst worrying friend. not all there but cares. cut out cancer. never meant disrespect. i'm forever sorry๐น๏ธ
get it together
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It's infuriating to have hardships you've gone through belittled or dismissed.
If I acted like someone's else's trauma didn't matter...I'd be effing crucified!
Yet, I get repeatedly told I need to learn to sit in discomfort or do difficult things.
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This month. Both their birthdays. The holidays will never be the same.
I already struggled.
I was told my effort wasn't enough.
What is anymore?
I'm tired.
I have tried.
I swear I have tried.
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I've lost family for the past decade & a half. My Mom this year.
I helped care for them. I was there when they passed away.
I've had my own hardships. Yes, some my fault. Doesn't change the impact.
I'm still here. I've been helping. I've mourned losing friends & family.
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I have never wanted to add to what someone is going through.
I've wanted to help.
I've wanted to show I care.
I swear I have tried.
For years.
I'm sorry.
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I know things end.
I've seen firsthand the lives of my loved ones disappear.
I know you can't force friendship or flirting.
I'm sorry for trying too hard or not being enough.
I'm sorry for not listening more.
I'm sorry for saying anything.
I'm so tired of losing people.
"Wisdom is accepting that endings are a part of life. Kids grow up. Careers change. Friendships fade. Your idea of what makes life meaningful evolves. Everything that begins, eventually ends. Make peace with this truth, and cherish what you have today.โ ~The Daily Buddhist
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