今回の件で多くの方にご心配とご迷惑をおかけし、本当に申し訳ありませんでした。 身体に関してですが後遺症もだいぶ落ち着き、AZYU代表のまつりさんに紹介された精神科で薬を処方され、少しずつ普段の生活に戻れてきています。 全ては自分に責任があると思っています。ただ今回の件について意見を発信した周囲の方への批判や攻撃が見受けられます。それぞれが私のことを思って言ってくれたことだと思っているので、これ以上誰かを責めたり攻撃したりするのはやめていただけると嬉しいです。心配してくれている気持ちは本当にありがたいです。 動画で発言していた内容については、今も気持ちが変わらない部分は多いですが、生きてしまったと考えるのではなく、生きていてよかったと思える人生を歩めるよう少しずつ頑張ろうと思っています。 今回のことをきっかけに、今後のSNSの使い方も改めて考えていきます。 心配してくださった方、まだ返信できていませんが連絡をくださった大勢の方々、ご飯に連れていってくださったたくさんの方々、本当にありがとうございました。 改めて、各方面に多大なご迷惑をおかけし申し訳ありませんでした。 I sincerely apologize for causing so much concern and trouble to so many people because of what happened. As for my physical condition, the aftereffects have mostly settled down, and I have been able to gradually return to my normal life after being prescribed medication by a psychiatrist that Matsuri, the representative of AZYU, introduced me to. I believe that I am responsible for everything that happened. However, I have seen criticism and attacks directed toward people around me who spoke out about this situation. I believe that each of them said what they did because they genuinely cared about me, so I would really appreciate it if people could stop blaming or attacking anyone over this. I am truly grateful for everyone’s concern and support. Regarding what I said in the video, there are still many things that I feel the same way about. However, rather than thinking that I somehow ended up continuing to live, I want to slowly work toward building a life where I can feel that I am glad to be alive. This experience has also made me reconsider how I use social media going forward. To everyone who has been worried about me, to the many people who have reached out to me even though I have not been able to reply yet, and to all the people who have taken me out for meals and spent time with me, thank you so much. Once again, I sincerely apologize for causing so much trouble and concern to everyone involved.