hey, today is december 12 but this is a scheduled tweet for april 11. today would be a year since my first attempt. i dont know if ill still be here, today has been hard. life is beautiful, im just the one who doesnt know how to live in it. i wish i could be happy and live +
+ normally like everyone else does. it hurts to see my friends happy even when im not. if im not okay, and the world keeps going and time keeps passing, whats the point of staying here? i really hope im still alive by the time this posts. i really love you all ❤️🩹 spread love
