ellie / ₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ / gtr in bands / MDNI / poly / venmo+cashapp $lelechopper / priv for mutuals @eleanorbutevil

pdx - she / her
Joined August 2015
do you want anything from the store
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mraow say it back
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you can only soooorrt of tell i had just cried off half the eyeliner on one of my eyes here
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you ever find a pair of jeans so good you think maybe they could change your life?
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this is going to be a rough fall for me as a woman with big blue eyes, blonde hair, and an affinity for red lipstick and tight black turtlenecks
shaving my entire body before my screening of You Can See Everything, just in case
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shaving my entire body before my screening of You Can See Everything, just in case
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jk i'm incredibly smooth and soft at all times 😌
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ok nvm i cooked this is so much better
rearranged my room and i think it's a bad change but i have to choose to believe that it's good because if i wasted all that time and energy that is probably it for me
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i think that you should be able to heal from heartbreak by eating a tasty enough treat
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do you ever forget that you can't speak italian?
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it has been long enough now that i do not remember if this was a bit or if it actually happened
i offered to drive the van and @amphibiansca shouted in unison "WOMEN CANT DRIVE" and now they won't stop high fiving and barking :////
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walking a friend to her car after a movie night, and there was an OWL silhouetted beautifully against the sky outside my apartment. i think this is a portent but i do not know for what
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my chud son is blissmogging me
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rearranged my room and i think it's a bad change but i have to choose to believe that it's good because if i wasted all that time and energy that is probably it for me
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finally some real rain
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hate waking up with the same heaviness in my heart that i fell asleep with
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incredibly frustrating that it is literally this. the moment i stop keeping myself physically and mentally occupied, it all hits me like a truck again. no wonder i've barely been able to sleep for the last week.
i stopped moving for 20 minutes and The Sorrow found me again
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so glad this is how i've gotten to spend the last half of my medical leave! very restful and healing!!
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november by wednesday usually makes me cry even when everything is perfect, but i just got to the "there's nothing like the way you loiter in my heart" line and i don't think i'm ever going to stop crying actually
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this is especially problematic because it is also just My Favorite Song
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nobody gets me like low res kitten in rothko's Untitled (Black on Gray) gets me
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i made this stupid image almost a year ago and i'm still so mad that, for me, it is the perfect encapsulation of How It Feels
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