elena

𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴, 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴

after a highly productive week of being a responsible professional she desperately needs to blow off some steam and be a horrible little flirt. maybe even corner the market on comfortable lap real estate.

💖 wtf happened on the sfw side that has all of those accounts over here complaining on their alts...

she spent sunday in bed.

...i opened by complaining about my own lack of a sex life! how the hell did you manage to get the meaning so twisted?

what case? we're just commiserating over our shared circumstance, it's not like you're getting court-martialed!

...nice to know that your current case of blue balls won't kill you, i guess? firsts are expensive for the company to replace.

...that's a hell of a self report. well. good luck to you on your quest to get some action before you explode or degrade or whatever.

thought experiment, say a turk did quit. just clocked out and never came back. no retribution from the company or anything. what comes after that? where do you go from there with red in your ledger and darkness in your hearts? it's not leaving that's the impossible part.

of anyone, jessie's dossier is the most similar to her own. but that's not enough. just goes to show that fate is a roll of the dice.

for an individual of elena's skillset and disposition a̶n̶d̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶g̶r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶ it's... it's complicated.

...to not getting any action? or to realizing that maybe celibacy is for the best?

everyone has regrets, it's a fact of life. but most people also have reasons for why they do what they do. for elena, being a turk is the best route forwards she's got. and as for the role the turks play...it's a neccesary evil.

give up her career just to aimlessly drift through the beds of erstwhile lovers? no thanks, she'll stick to her vibrator and a body pillow to keep her warm at night. in the nice apartment that she can pay for because of her generous salary.

yes, her job has killed her sex life. and yes, it's depressing. until she realizes how fucked everybody is. then her dry spell looks like a blessing.

when in doubt, do it yourself. only way to make sure a job is done right. no matter what that job happens to be.

monday again. time to chuck her less-than-professional thoughts in the bin and get back to work.

💖: sometimes i wanna make a sfw alt, but nah. if you can't handle me at my smuttiest than you don't deserve me at my most articulate.

even turks need to go on a grocery run now and then!

the sun is shining, her coffee is hot, and she's got saturday off! looks like after she finishes up some personal errands, conditions will be perfect for a little 'alone time.'

not sure whether to be insulted by the notion she isn't the meanest or flattered.