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ALT an ao3 fanfiction titled 'spinning in orbit' by littencloud9 summary: As the two turn around to head back into the inn, still chatting amongst themselves, Oikawa heaves a sigh of relief. He’s not sure why that whole conversation was so difficult to watch, or why he was tensed the entire time, but at least it’s over now. And then Sugawara turns his head at just the last moment, catching his eye. He gives him a knowing smile right before he and Iwaizumi enter the inn, and Oikawa’s world tilts off axis. A terse lump forms in his throat. “I—” he begins, hate you already on the tip of his tongue, but the syllables don’t form. “—wish I could hate you,” comes out instead, raw and honest and brimming with agony. or, when sugawara transfers to seijoh in their second year, oikawa’s entire life is thrown for a loop—he detests, loses his bearings, falls hard enough to break his spine, and most of all, learns to love day 3: “i wish i could hate you”