โœจ24โœจ Itโ€™s cool to ๐Ÿ kind ๐Ÿงš a diary about my spiritual journey with #schizophrenia #bpd & #ed ๐Ÿ™

Joined December 2015
I opened up to my psychologist today about my hallucinations. I feel so fragile and vulnerable now. I know itโ€™s good that Iโ€™m telling her things bc itโ€™s literally her job and I love her so much but itโ€™s still really hard.
4
1
37
720
Just fucking stop calling things/people "psychotic" and "schizo" when you mean "weird and scary."
2
4
34
685
Five years clean from self harm and I still miss it and get urges
2
1
1
39
834
One of the main problems around people with psychotic disorders or other stigmatised mental conditions is that everything we do gets put back onto our disorder. Every fault, every misstep, every mistake is used as proof to say that the stigma of us all being horrible is right.
2
18
1
77
1,663
hey i noticed your vibe was off for .5 seconds, was it something i did?
1
1
15
375
๐“ถ ๐“ช ๐“ญ ๐“ฎ ๐“ต ๐”‚ ๐“ท เฅ retweeted
I remember when someone was like "I have bpd and I don't act like that" like not everyone with bpd (or any mental illness) are the same? Yes we experience some of the same symptoms but not all of us have to act the same?
1
6
36
905
๐“ถ ๐“ช ๐“ญ ๐“ฎ ๐“ต ๐”‚ ๐“ท เฅ retweeted
Living with an illness that is so villainised is a living hell
4
1
19
414
๐“ถ ๐“ช ๐“ญ ๐“ฎ ๐“ต ๐”‚ ๐“ท เฅ retweeted
i find it so hard to believe i could add to a room. like my presence could make things better for someone. most of the time i just feel like iโ€™m draining the room of sound and energy
5
4
22
739
I remember when someone was like "I have bpd and I don't act like that" like not everyone with bpd (or any mental illness) are the same? Yes we experience some of the same symptoms but not all of us have to act the same?
1
6
36
905
i find it so hard to believe i could add to a room. like my presence could make things better for someone. most of the time i just feel like iโ€™m draining the room of sound and energy
5
4
22
739
Living with an illness that is so villainised is a living hell
4
1
19
414
growing up is terrifying i wasnโ€™t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and iโ€™m just sitting here like a clueless little kid
3
8
47
984
โ€œEverything happens for a reasonโ€ what could, possibly, be the reason for all of THAT.
2
5
39
894