࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎

⋆꙳•̩̩͙❅*̩̩͙‧͙ #shedtwt intro ˚｡⋆ ╭ ꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂ ⤷ 17 (08) ⤷ she/her ⤷ ocd/anorexic ⤷ 162cm ⤷ cw: 38kg ugw: 25kg‧₊˚ 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ♡/⟳ 2 b moots || ifb!! ͙˚₊⋆

Am I ever gonna live to see the day i actually reach my gw cause I sure as hell am not eating like i will

Ate so much junk it’s not even funny ong jst kill me now

my stomach keeps rumbling AND THE CLASS IS DEAD SILENT WRGHFJKSHFJF

in for 1 period and i’m going straight home icba for schl tdy ✌️

should i abuse some laxatives tdy and risk shitting myself at school tmr

is it possible to lose 10kg before my birthday (6 days) 😂😂😂😂😂🤔🤔😣😣😣🥺🥺🥺❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 pls asap xoxoxo

went a few cals over my limit so that obviously meant i should devour the whole kitchen and order more food

should i go out tdy after my maths exam to make myself feel better about flopping 🫩✌️

maths exam tdy but i haven’t revised shiiiittt gna fail for the 100th time

so stressed i cldnt bring myself to go to schl 🤦‍♀️

I’ve held in my feelings for so long I’ve been crying for the past 4 hours straight about absolutely nothing and everything at the same time cause I don’t even know what I’m upset about anymore

ong I need to die

stressed but like I’m basically the reason I’m THAT stressed cause idk how to balance my fucking life

Idk wtf happened tdy but it felt like someone popped the bubble I’ve been living in for a month and everything I’ve been holding in came crashing down i actually can’t do this anymore

so who else’s life is just falling apart again 😂😂😂😂✌️✌️✌️

another day off schl i feel guilty but i genuinely have no energy or motivation plus im still sick so errr its fine right

i’m sick again bruh

are we srs i lost my fucking apple pencil urgh they’re so expensive for no good reason too