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jisung’s letter to jaemin 🥹💌 “to my friend, hyung, you’re a really special person. our energy, our values, our personalities, our tastes about us is different. but if that were all, you wouldn’t be that special, right? we’re different in so many ways yet i don’t dislike you or feel put off by you. if anything, you’re almost the only person i feel i get along with well. that’s who you are, hyung. i wasn’t able to express it much but the time we spent hanging out was really fun. how was it for you? i hope it was fun for you too. the people who keep asking themselves “how can i keep doing this job for a long time?” are the ones who last, and in the same way, you’ll get whatever it is you want. you know i’m really blunt and honest, right? i was happy to hear that the honest feedback i gave you earlier comforted you. actually, when i give feedbacks with that intention, i make it more direct so that it earns trust. i’ll keep giving you feedback with no lies from now on. we pursue different things but we’re looking at the same place. i don’t know how long we’ll be able to keep doing this work, but please take care of me until that final stage. from your maknae.”

jaemin’s letter to jisung 🥹🥹🥹 “to clumsy jisung, my forever maknae. you are so precious to me that i’d like to quote my favorite saying for you: “don’t be fooled by appearances and lose someone precious.” that sentence suits you best, jisung. you are someone’s precious son, the one-and-only person in the world, and someone who gives me so much strength. the time i spent with you wasn’t always smooth, but because of that all our good and bad feelings piled up and now I’ve grown very very attached to you. there’s so much I want to say but after such a long time together, it isn’t easy to say things simply and comfortably and there were times I held words back. being the older brother, there were times i let pride get in the way because i didn’t want to show you my weaker side, and times I told white lies. still, I want to thank you for trusting me and following me well. when i approach you sincerely, you listen to me truly and worry about me with all your heart. you are more precious to me than you could ever imagine. even if we meet less often as we get older, you’ll stay in my memory for a very long time. thank you for spending one-ninth of my life with me. for over 10 years or so, we faced so many challenges and difficulties, but we became so much stronger. and when there’s time when i was weak, i leaned on you a lot...”