i feel the need to elaborate. hes laughing to decompress from pent up emotions, not losing himself or smth, its something that hits me sometimes too. again and again i was hurt/irritated, the song goes... not the ideal way to convey the state but its a personal piece above all

short explanation is that i relate to angela's "my face and voice are not mine so what even am i"

inspired by anthem of the angels, a breaking benjamin song. also this anon... im glad you liked them but i am going to torture them again. sorry. hope you dont mind