||: it's 11 pm, i'm supposed to be asleep but instead i'm watching edits of hyunjin and chan on tiktok...
who wants to come watch with me?
||: specifically a tattoo of a quote by this lovely lesbian... the 'this is just how our story goes'...
||: just saw an edit of charlie swan, bella's dad, from twilight and ... lowkey... i think i need that man???
||: i always forget i had a few tumblr Arcs...
i'd love to discord rp but most of my friends are uncomfy with the idea of a bigger server and i always end up on twitter rping with them instead of discord despite feeling it would feel better for ME to be on discord for SOME rps.
||: wait, how old were Y'ALL when YOU started rping? i was like... 10 or 11... so i've been rping for like 17 to 18 years...
" not everyone can cope in the way i do... it would be a dangerous world if most people were incapable of violence to protect the innocent, hm? "
there's a small laugh, gaze looking down, " not that... i haven't hurt people but it was only when i was left with no other choice —
" i'm no angel... i'm just . . . someone who has been hurt too many times. "
it was assured softly, " what kind of person would i be if i used my misfortunes to excuse hurting someone else? "
eyebrows furrowed a bit, hand moving to gently rub against his hip nervously now —
another flinch upon seeing the other move again, an irritated groan at himself falling from his lips ... yet he forced a smile and slowly reached out to shake the other's hand gently.
" of course... everyone deserves kindness... and i want to make sure everyone gets it. "
another involuntary flinch as arms wrapped around him… there were rarely full memories left that helped explain his reactions to even him.
he could put the fractured memories together some days to try to remember but he didn’t do it often.
slowly returning the hug.
there’s a frown… a very wary look from him.
his gaze looking over the other for a few seconds before slowly nodding his head, “ yeah… okay… you can… ”








