emilie (@orcrazor) profile picture

20 🇸🇯 ~ eira 🩷

hell
Joined November 2019
very late update i have a lovely partner now 😎😎
god i need a girlfriend,,
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Parents catching on to me being trans. Gulp
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#1 bitter award goes to me
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we’re the lost generation that figured this stuff out young enough to start hrt around 18-30 but too old to have transitioned before puberty so now we have to forever live knowing how close we were to finding peace in this existence
im really happy that younger people are getting on HRT sooner and even before puberty, but how do i reconcile it with how much more their success makes me hate and resent my own body
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seeing female bone structure in a young trans woman who started HRT early makes me feel nauseous about myself
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im really happy that younger people are getting on HRT sooner and even before puberty, but how do i reconcile it with how much more their success makes me hate and resent my own body
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i feel like HRT has barely affected my face at all so far so it kinda just feels like this sometimes
I still have no fucking clue why estrogen doesn’t get rid of facial hair at all hair but gives you boobs so quickly for some reason
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who want me
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unplanned expenses are so fun!!
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FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE
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i'll never forget the pain of watching my friends remain effectively unchanged over years of us being together while i just kept morphing further and further into this disgusting wretched unrecognisable beast that's hard to even look at
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+ "you know what i'd really like?" - "tell me" + "a website" - "...we can do a website" + "a real website, not some claude generated neon slop, a real website" - "i'll make you a very good traditional handmade website, one that is built with dozens of snippets from stackoverflow"
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I recreated the boymoder picrew I made a while ago Play it here: picrew.me/en/secret_image_ma…
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the mod archive has so many gems lmfao,, i found a 1996 hardcore track where the drop is a sample saying quote "do you wanna be a faggot? you fags"
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theres an art form to waking up as late as possible and getting to lecture on time.
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i have to go to uni and get molested by engineering courses and exams instead of getting to stay home and hug my pillow all day. Wtf @government fix this system now
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LMAOOO yeah suuure theres no real advantage to be intersex, none at all :) just look at this list of things that would help so many so much
m intersex and it gives me no real advantage, it only made my dick not grow as much and have weirdly big but not femenine tits the only thing I could maybe see as that is that I don't grow a lot of hair but that's that. no real advantage
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nothing beats looking at your own moid reflection while the chinese gigayoungshit twitter profile loads
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You ever be crying and then get flashbanged by how ugly you must look so you just stop? Or is that just me
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