pawa 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪

something went wrong? oh!!!! don't worry about that, i'm just a little defective... you still love me right? ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗

i know i’m not special.

nobody is coming to save me unfortunately!!!! i have to do it myself and if it’s up to me, suicide is the only option

they stop caring when they already have you

accidentally spent my whole lunch break sobbing oopsies

i literally be berating myself out loud in da mirror

i hate how this website tags pictures as “made with x” if you so much as CROP THE PICTURE!!! like bro, you do not get to take credit for that 😭

i don’t understand why people get angry and upset and yell when you self harm like that really is not what i need right now i need gentle love and care…

guys i am not a dommy mommy i’m a gentle and loving and caring and nurturing mommy <3

being called mommy heals something inside me

Da hopital gave me opioids

It feels hopeless. I know what I have to do.

I thought maybe I’d feel better now but it really just feels like acceptance of my death

i feel so incredibly alone with my thoughts and with just everything

Eye reveal

i go through my camera roll and i’m like “oh why was i crying this day” and then i’m like “OH I WAS CUTTING THIS DAY JEEZ WTF HAPPENED

HELP I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS STRESS PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK WHAT THE FUCK

i want it to be a beautiful day with my friends and family and then i just want to be gone

in another life, things weren’t this way. they weren’t hard. it was always just us.

maybe i am simply an angel and i do not belong here