Pete Monsanto

I spent my whole life ignoring shit that bothers me about what happened now im damn near 40 and have to look at it.

Sequels to movies get written while the first one is still playing. I know this to be fact.

My response to it vs. How I could have responded says to me that I’m moving at a much higher level than I ever have. Unbothered by nonsense.

That’s a new approach… Calling my Dad a liar to my face. Smart play. That’s really going to improve things. Also, there was no apology and wont be one.

I wish I could watch a replay of everything that happened. But while on shrooms lol.

I don’t need any reason to do anything with music. In fact… the music is the exact reason why… some questions are not even questions.

Its not your job to correct people. Its also exhausting

If you have to find yourself debating facts then don’t even have the conversation. It’s pointless.

The latest and greatest thing I have learned is how to not respond to is lies. Or peoples deliberate accounts that do not contain facts. Just leave it on read lol.

Its the awareness part.

Healing takes maaaaaaad time. Lots of sitting still. Reflection. All that. Im not even trying to be fake deep. I just now “kinda” have it together-ish… i think. 🤣

That’s not to say that all the things I did previously were actually not smart things. I was just… let’s say operating differently.

Now. More intentional reasons… even before now. I would say the past 2+ years. Breaks at work were/are used for things I wanted to do.

At work bored waiting for plumbers to show up. Pauses at work have been good these past few years. Previously. Not so much. I used them for dumb shit.

.@AmericanAir im not sure why y’all dont think free text messages on planes is a basic need. This “watch a sponsored video for a “free” 30 mins of talking to your kids is raggedy. Beyond Raggedy. Other airlines do this with no issue.

I think I need a 30 for 30 documentary on my love life. No bullshit.

I thought I did a good job 3 years ago by shielding it and trying to avoid the mess it was mine to clean up.

There is a calm.

I messed the foundation up and I definitely own that.

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