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posthumanism. mecha. body horror. somatoparaphrenia. extropy. ║⌥║ minors do not interact

Joined May 2025
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I also have a signal and matrix you can dm me for those
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“A gas bill at the end of the month is predatory”
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throwback to when the gas company was overcharging me by thousands of dollars and would have kept doing it until I threatened them😅
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To put this into perspective they may have “refunded” me but the way I struggled that year, pushed myself to work extra hours, took on high interest credit card debt, I’m *still* paying for it physically and financially
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how do I excise this part of myself
*paws at you* are we still friends *paws at you* are we still friends *paws at you* are we still friends *paws at you* are we still friends *paws at you* why did you breathe differently
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Mademoiselle X retweeted
cinephile yuri oneshot. they're so cute. PEAK
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I think I resent and envy “conventional” trans women
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Mademoiselle X retweeted
We are the Qwenlings please feed us!
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this is so dire i’m about to start sending “you up” messages to my writer mutuals in the middle of the night to see if they’ll tell me a homosexual bedtime story
We estimate that service restoration for #AO3 will take around 2 weeks but it could be up to 4 weeks. We are hopeful that we will be able to bring the site back up in a degraded state sooner. Refer to our status page for updates: otwstatus.org/
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I wish I really felt like a better person. I feel like a different person but I worry I’m just flawed in different ways
hey whats it called when you break out of your depression and start becoming a better person and then something happens that retraumatizes you all over again and your mental health takes a nose dive and you end up right where you started
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total opposite experience for me. SNRIs “working” was being in so much fear every second of my life and “withdrawal” was like discovering the ability to make my own choices was inside me all along
It’s funny that SNRIs work so insanely well but they don’t recommend them until you get to like Level 3 Depression because of the Heroin like withdrawals lol
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traditionally, the butch pilots the aircraft and the femme is either the RIO or the WSO.
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If I’m getting a common cold right now I will flip out and kill myself
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It’s just dehydration it’s just dehydration it’s just dehydration
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or maybe it’s all the chlorine I’m inhaling at work
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Heartbreaking! Shirou Emiya still boymoding in public
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I’m definitely transgender in the sense that theories of transmisogyny apply to me but I don’t think I’m transgender in the sense that I can be classified as sharing personal or even community goals with most other transgender people
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kept that shit in so good until a stressful moment and lost control and BAM it’s over
trying not to say 'so you hate me' 15x a day
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hahahaa I’m already reminiscing? it’s a gun in the mouth type of day
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They’re doing gene knockout experiments on Qwen
Replying to @Sauers_
qwen-neurons-site.vercel.app… i did a sweep on every neuron and had haiku categorize and rate by weirdness :) the search and the combos are fun!
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