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Again…. All live translation are shorten and I may skipped some questions/parts so it can be real time. Sorry for the misunderstandings 🙏 + don’t read too much between the lines because I didn’t translate exact word for word 🙏🙏

I’m hereeeeeeee. How was it everyone. Had fun? Namtan had so much fun. So fulfilled. Got to do what wanted to do. Tell stories I wanted to tell through music and visuals in another form of performance arts. Frankly, I’m so exhausted physically and emotionally because what I chose for the show wasn’t easy at all. When I was discouraged, I want to thank the entire team, GMMTV, all the seniors, and staff. When I went to the building, I thought, if there’s a bathroom, I would pack up and live there. I cried, laughed, smiled, danced, sang, and cried again. Then I went on to laughed, smiles, danced… HAHAHA. If not for everyone taking of me, sending me support, boosting me up, it would have been a disaster. The most important part (of the show) is truly the behind the scene people who crafted and created all the shows, choreography, movements that created the glamorous effect. To all the vocal and dance teachers, thank you for your patience and for giving me positive energy when this kid was losing energy. To all the dancers, you are the best. The stylists, makeup and hair team, you gave me the look I dreamed of. When my fuel was depleted, turning around to see everyone still full of passion tomake my dream come true even though tired, they refuel me with passion and confidence. I feel so lucky. Feeling loved without words feels so good beyond any word can express. And thank you all my fans for taking the journey with me until today. Thank you for loving, caring, and supporting Namtan always. I’m sorry I rarely give you updates but I miss you always. Me putting something down = me taking the time to deal with myself. And I’m back to prove myself again. From being one who likes to express self, explain, tells stories, I know want to prove everything with all my work and prove that I still love and respect everyone by not insulting the audience no matter what role I am in. This theatre has come to closure but our lives must go on. I hope everyone loves a happy life, eat good food, sleep well. There may be a mixture of good and bad times, but we dictate our own lives. It’s okay to make mistakes. Forgive self and others. The goods and bads will come and pass so that we can grow. Thank you again from the bottom of NT’s tiny heart. 🤍👼🏻✨

Film's song NT: you are clueless? No clue at all? F: you act like you don't know. Never suspected anything? NT: who pamper you every day F: who ask for tenderness all day NT: strike a conversation every time F: can talk all NT: you really don't know who cares about you? D: you're really clueless, not feel the connection at all? NT: whatever I do, you don't know F: the one who feels feels restless NTF: how to tell her. What to do when she doesn't know. NAMTANFILM VIVA LA VIDA #NamtanFilmFanconD2

แบบเร่าร้อนบ้าง ตรงนี้เหรอที่ข้อเท้าพลิก🥲🥲🥲 The show must go on จริงๆ ขอให้ไม่ระบมนะพี่นต NAMTANFILM VIVA LA VIDA #NamtanFilmFanconD2

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NT: Golden rule I requested…. Know Film doesn’t like to talk but if something wrong, must say it. Because as an actress, I can’t act if fight or feel.. don’t want to work with this person…. Everyone… film looks like this F: I’m thinking as you’re speaking NT: you look like you want to slap me. Go ahead… if you slap I kiss. Thais like these kind of series…. Will get series with me as body guard. So we get to know each other and respect each other… and… mutelu lyrics… F: feel like it’s destiny. Does everyone know? I named my sunflower Aiaoon before we even met. So I call Phi NT, destiny. Destiny and dimple. NT: 👉 F: Phi. Who has a dimple on right cheek? Who?????? NT: I saw on both sides sometimes. We can’t continue the show if we don’t talk and clear this up. I’m sorry F: what do you have to say????? NT: sorry baby… babeeee sorry. Stop pacing around. I just sprained my ankle F: sorry ??? NT:: (scream) F: 💪 NT: do not say that in front of others. Don’t listen!!! F: now my song….. which will reveal what we are….. NAMTANFILM VIVA LA VIDA #NamtanFilmFanconD2

NT: I sprained my ankle. You go first. I need to compose myself. I sprained my ankle but the show must go on. It’s okay. F: the part we just did told our story NT: already talk about it yesterday but will do again in more details today F: First song.. meeting you NT:ets talk about how we felt when we first met…… you’re already screaming? We’re just starting. I joined gmm first. film was the new gen. Someone told me… NT… you have a successor now F: why did they say I was your successor? Why?! My sunflower was named AiAoon and I was your successor? Why didn’t they say I was your destiny? Why? NT: who should we ask here? Why say she was my successor? She’s not my successor? Fans: what is she? F: we are about to get to that = next song NT: what you want us to be. Mother and daughter?! Okay… Film… mom wants to peck your cheek F: I’m not playing NT: mom loves you. do you love mom? Hmmm. This is good. F: don’t do this in front of so many ppl NT: we are Mom and Daughter F: don’t want to be your daughter NT: then be mom… I’ll be daughter. Dad? Look at my long hair. Can’t be dad. F: I’ll tell you what we are waiting. NT: calm down Thais. We are getting to it…. …. …. NAMTANFILM VIVA LA VIDA #NamtanFilmFanconD2

แม่ๆประสบภัยมาก🤣🤣 NTF: easy kid. Lunar: too much? NAMTANFILM VIVA LA VIDA #NamtanFilmFanconD2

NT: who come for the first day, please check out madam’s Lunar dress. Oh, you leveled up. Lunar: upgrade so it’s not like the first day F: ? Lunar: look at my shoulders Lunar+F: more diamonds NT: comes from a rich family F: turn around? Too sexy? NT: twerk twerk F: so cute NT: can I borrow your dress when go outing F: wanna borrow… do you know her waist? NT: I’ll invite four friends to wear together F: your waist… NT: waist 26 chest 35 (yesterday’s song lyric) Lunar: 🎤💃 NT: I give you a day, add eyelashes? Very sweet eyes F: also changed her lipstick Lunar: red lips today, glamorous NT: you also blocked your eyes black? Lunar: mom…. I was born like this. You… smoky eyes today? NT: when they were putting on my makeup, I was like… why do I look like lunar today. Lunar: excited like yesterday NT: you do very well… you’re the visual, right Lunar: yes. 3TuaBaht. Please support NT: she has a group. Mom doesn’t have a group even F: I saw you lie down over there yesterday Lunar: showed my figure… like a model… NT: the license for that is expensive Lunar: MOMS! Yesterday. At the end of the fancon. My feed was flooded NTF: ??? I haven’t been on social media Lunar: the doors were shutting and you two kissed NT: who showed that to grandkids. Do you know what a kiss is? So young. So little Lunar: grannies told me.. mouth to mouth NT; kid… I would never let anyone see it. I thought the doos were closed so expressed our love Lunar: were you in a hurry? The doors weren’t closed yet NT: I didn’t know. If I did, wouldn’t do it Lunar: no longer a secret? F: stop talking about it Lunar: grannies zoomed in… can see all your pores. They were asking for 4k… they didn’t believe their eyesights NAMTANFILM VIVA LA VIDA #NamtanFilmFanconD2

Out of passion? There are days when feel… so hard… I don’t know how…. (Bad signal) .. we are humans, we can’t just do everything well right away. Has to learn and grow.. experiences are for us to learn from. After first time… you learn. It’s okay to feel discouraged, it’s okay. (Bad signal) (I was trying to make it make sense na… bad signal😭)

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Come Fy…. Yawn at Phi Phi… yawn. Who smells good today? The kids are sleeping happily.

Anything else wanna do? Want to direct, produce, what else. Many things but I’ll let it slowly happens. Don’t want to run after success. Want to gradually grow. Grab good opportunities and slowly let things happen. I feel successful easily these days like get to eat what want. Aiming too high is too stressful. That’s my mindset right now. It may change when I become older or in a higher position.

Of course I’m afraid of ghost when sleeps in hotels when travel but I just tell myself. I will sleep I’m tired. If come, go ahead and talk because I don’t understand anyway and I can’t talk back in your language too.

Still panic attacks? (Not sure) but less. Or shall I say better in dealing with it. Let self feel for a bit and let it fades away. (In sum)

I use ring for health metrics now. Feel easier and more real time. Forgot to tell you, when I have jet lag my heart beats really fast. Is it like that for everyone?

That day… some problems with the document and had to book new flight. Had to think about how to make the show go on. Because booked new ticket, sit at the exit so couldn’t sleep. It was the first day did t get to sleep at all. Whe. Got there had to go to the hotel to,shower and do makeup right away. I cried because felt so fatigue, not fresh/energetic but really wanted to meet everyone. Was thinking how to do makeup, eyes all red. But the fans were happy so I was also happy.