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I didn’t feel like eating the past two days. The hunger doesn’t bother me. It only does at night. I wonder how many days I can go without eating. I should do 2 more days.

I have a bunch of ocs I do not talk about

Countries you’d call western now were never white to begin with. Amen

“The replacement” isn’t real. White people originally came from a region that wasn’t that big. If anything, they’d be smaller by nature’s law. Yet it grew like any other population according to nature, but had to fuck everything up because people’s lives are for sale.

There’s this new wave of people on TikTok claiming racism against white people is a huge problem. I guess flipping the entire narrative is a trend now. “Cracker” will never be a slur I’m very sorry. Unlike the slurs invented against POC, it’s just weak.

& to me white people aren’t just from Europe like obviously. Europeans aren’t all white. They only make up a small percentage globally, so it’s very different when you say you aren’t attracted to any other race.

I often get their names mixed up too. So I don’t get it when they claim any other race looks similar, especially when they say it about Asians because no they don’t! And Asia is a big continent, including north, east, south and west.

I took a silly test yesterday to find out my type and I actually realised I’m not that into white people, European white specifically. This might sound funny but they have the same set of features to me. It’s not that diverse.

Am I white for kinda being upset about AO3 being down. Like. Not throwing a fit but I am disappointed when I feel like revisiting a fic or posting my own and finding that it’s down. Oh my god my skin got lighter with every sentence. Oh my gosh my eyes are blue

I can’t draw anymore. Can’t sing or write a song or compose one. Can’t do anything to express my feelings right. I can’t do anything right.

Don’t like any of these but only ones I could find

Here’s some old sketches n art from when I was depressed since I deleted it all 🧵

So here’s some of my later art I don’t know if I posted

5 year old phone overheating the second I open any app, my hands are shaky, I don’t have any new ideas and I’m losing interest in everything I once liked so you can conclude I won’t post any art. For a long time. if come back and do I’d probably be rebranded.