devotee of gothic horror, vampirism, and my lover.

27, they/them.
Joined August 2021
i won't be particularly responsive to dms, mentions, or gimmicks for the time being. thank you for your patience and understanding.
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autumn has always been both the most benevolent and the cruelest season to me, granting me my greatest blessings, only to take them away from me years later, in the very season that first brought them into my life.
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having been born in autumn, i sometimes wonder if i will die in it, too. how fitting it would be, for some circles are destined to close where they first began.
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the first time i encountered the phrase in vino veritas, or "in wine, there is truth," was in alexander blok's poetry. despite having learned its actual meaning years ago, i still find myself returning to my own interpretation of it:
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that wine's greatest power lies in allowing one to forget, however briefly, the misery of being alive, because after all, if there is any final truth to be found, it is that everything is meaningless. perhaps i have always preferred the prospect of oblivion to that of revelation.
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drunk on wine, drowning in self-loathing, watching outlander, and wishing i, too, could be spirited away from this world and condemned to another.
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you parasocial, invasive weirdos need to dispense with the audacity of inserting yourselves into other people's private affairs and learn to exercise some discretion for once.
this is an incredibly disrespectful comment to vince’s long term partner who is also my friend. i ask that none of such statements are sent to either of us from now on
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vince 𒉭 retweeted
⋆˚ᛝ˖ #promotwt ˖ᛝ˚⋆ i need more people to argue with in my comment section so…. ⊹ 26, he/him ⊹ (╥ ᴗ ╥) ⊹ i love writing and reading literature. ⊹ #idvtwt #genshintwt #hsrtwt #wuwatwt #writingtwt #booktwt ♡ / ↺ or comment to be mutuals (MDNI)
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having gotten into firefly wedding myself now, i'm afraid they were right. this man is, in fact, me.
i didn't realize firefly wedding got an anime adaptation. greetings to my two ex-situationships that told me i kinned the main love interest.
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no, doctor, those aren't my "bpd traits". i'm just a yandere.
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my sincerest apologies for haunting you so relentlessly and wreaking such havoc on your mental health.
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i swear, i will get around to responding to the rest of my gimmicks. one day.
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all i am is content to this man.
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vince 𒉭 retweeted
BRO
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i sometimes feel immense guilt when i think about how i've become that one friend who disappeared from everyone's lives without a word, without leaving any means of contact behind, and how they speak of me as though i'm a ghost from the past, if they still speak of me at all.
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there is something tragic about the dozens of letters my friends and i wrote to one another, each with a designated date on which it was to be opened, and how so many of them expressed uncertainty over whether i would still be their friend by then. deep down, they knew.
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perhaps they knew, because i was always honest with them about not feeling the same depth of closeness that they felt toward me, since it's something i've always struggled to experience in the first place. but having been honest about my feelings doesn't make me any less guilty.
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this is how my irl friend group felt before i ghosted them all.
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bittersweetness is such a strange thing. to find yourself grieving and grateful for the very same thing, to feel an inexplicable peace despite the distant rumble of a storm gathering on the horizon.
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i think i will indulge in it while honey is all my tongue can taste, and let its sweetness lull me to sleep before the bitterness takes over.
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forgive me for sending you an explicitly detailed description of exactly how i would brutally murder you. it was just a sudden case of cuteness aggression.
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