Sober Babygirl

😭😭

There's this lady at work that I had a little falling out with because of the co-worker that had beef with me before (the one I shared an office). The three of us got pretty close. We would still greet each other after all that settled. But then all of a sudden she doesn't say hi back to me and stares at me like I'm the devil. I'm gonna pray for her. I apologized a few times but she never accepted it, and that's fine. I don't have space in my heart for lingering hate or resentment. #RecoveryPosse

Good morning fam! Last day of work before my 4 day weekend. Tomorrow morning we fly to Los Angeles! #RecoveryPosse

Happening right now 😭 yucky #fibromyalgia #chronicpain

I went to Goodwill (the one I used to work at hah) and found this. I’m always happy to see it in the wild! 🥰 #RecoveryPosse

I went to Goodwill (the one I used to work at hah) and found this. I’m always happy to see it in the wild! 🥰 #RecoveryPosse

Scumbag ex-president of Brazil gets to escape thanks to another scumbag president LOL

Good morning loveys. Happy Wednesday. We gettin' thru the week. 💜

I went to the meeting and it was a great one 🩷 I did some of my college homework 📚 now I’m watching the show From. My boo and I love it. 🥰 #RecoveryPosse

Bro I am tired of my poor financial skills. I'm gonna commit myself to change from today forward. No one taught me how to budget, invest, etc. Still, I need to do better. 🙏

I admit I need to work on my conflict resolution skills. As an incest trauma survivor that experienced so much conflict and dysfunction from extended family, I still struggle with this. I've gotten better but I recognize that I need more work. And that's okay. 💜 #RecoveryPosse #mentalhealth

I know most people don't like to journal but it helps me so much. I've been journaling since I was like 7 years old and it's such a life saver. Something about writing down your raw feelings and thoughts is so cleansing. 🪶

I checked the weather for Los Angeles this weekend and it looks like it's going to be a washout on Saturday. But at least it will be 70 degrees there. I'll take it lol.

Good morning 🌞 I'm proud of myself for getting to work. I was not enthused to come in today. But I will be gentle with myself today and try my best. My Los Angeles trip is on Friday so I have that to look forward to. :) #RecoveryPosse

I had some very upsetting feelings and thoughts today. But I didn’t drink and use over them. So it was a win in my book. Goodnight. #RecoveryPosse

I really feel like I don’t belong on this earth sometimes. Too sensitive. Too caring. I so don’t want to go into work tomorrow. I feel like saying fuck work. But I will just use them as a good reference and swallow my pride. But still no more overtime or staying late. Hell no lol