i wish someone would just take care of me like being in a facility i hated the idea at first but like j wish i could vlog and find myself in there and have someone help brush my hair and i can do my skincare and i jsut watch some tv and im alone and i can switch my mind off idk
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nothing fills the void bro, i take care of myself but i feel nothing. i wanna take care of myself but im in sm pain everyday physically
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i’m having continuous bad body pain, like it’s debilitating and it’s just getting worse and i feel hopeless as shit. i have some pain meds for it like oxycodone but like i only have 8 left and they wont give me more and paracetamol doesn’t do anything for me. any recs?
i had to take so much lax for my colonoscopy like a huge tub of it, shit ruined my stomach but gave me peace of mind it was clear
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i wanna be cold and shake from being cold, i miss my bones and the way it felt to caress them, i miss leaning over and seeing my spine so clearly
kinda strange how ppl remember me, i only was on here during the worst time of my life to cope with what was going on around me. yet somehow people miss me or miss my videos. so strange to think about tbh
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i tried recovering for a bit like still dieting just not restricting short lived but i tried
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