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sometimes i wish Allah could sit beside me, listen to all my yapping, let me cry and comfort me Himself. i have so much to tell Him and so little peace in my heart

i keep getting back up after every fall bc i know Allah's got my back, even when nobody else does

the child in me learned pretty early that if i fell, i'd have to get back up on my own.

i just brushed it off like nothing happened when that car hit me. my only focus was getting the cat off the road before another car hit him

not sure when i became this numb, but getting hurt and immediately brushing it off has become second nature.

Ya Allah, i'm genuinely tired. why does everything have to turn into another difficult situation? i just want one peaceful chapter. please make it easier for me

you were supposed to grow up with me, honey.

he was so tiny and barely hanging on. i wish i'd had more time with you, honey.

i never knew i'd lose you so soon, honey. i thought we had more time.

i rescued you to give you a life honey not to end up burying you. you deserved so much more

a year without you, honey. i wanted to watch you grow bigger, healthier and stronger not bury you. i wish our little story had a happier ending

those seven days with honey were some of the best days of my life

i've been so preoccupied with the injured tabby that i completely forgot today was the day i buried my little honey

i lost my little tortoiseshell on this same date last year. we had only 7 days together. i buried him twice but i still couldn't save him. a year later, that regret still hurts. why couldn't i save my honey? i tried everything, so why wasn't it enough???

i don't understand why even after doing everything in my power, i still have to prepare myself for the possibility of losing honey. what did i ever do to deserve this?

i hope he recovers soon.

we met by chance, but when i look at him, i see my coco. i couldn't save my coco and maybe that's why i'm trying so hard to save him. i just hope this little soul makes it.

i'm so tired of pretending i'm okay when even my body is screaming that i'm not.

i just want that cat to recover, no matter what

cats deserve the entire world