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☆ ∩^ω^∩ 19 ♥️🦇🧸 ▞▚▞▚▞▚ ♯ ⌗ bmi: 16.7 🐈‍⬛ ♡ priv: @spiderwortcvts˚✧⁺˳✧༚ 🏥 x1

Joined February 2021
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⠀ ⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:⠀⚠️ edrtwt ⚠️ ⠀ `· . viktor ♡ adult ♡ he/itꜝ ⠀⠀★ dx: AN-r , BPD , OCD et al. ⠀⠀.࣪˖⋆ ugw: 85 lbs / 38kg /•᷅•᷄\੭ _ _ /\_/\ 〜 ♡ ‘ᓚ(⌒,¸ 𐔌 •⩊•𐦯⚟
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oh god i’m putting a lot of conscious effort into not relapsing with c\/tting right now i am doing BADDD today wow
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no one talks about how draining it is when ur mood is constantly switching between "it's okay, i don't care, i'll be okay" and "i don't know how much more i can take"
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im doing astronomically bad today it takes a LOTTTT to make my cry
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i most definitely would’ve stayed on course for medical school if i didn’t have to leave the T50 that i wasted my life on to get into. just sucks because let’s just say i really did not have to, so thanks to my parents (mostly my mom)
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“BPD is actually simple to treat and you’ll go into remission if you actually tried at all” ok so pay me the $300 per DBT session??? if it’s so easy 😂😂 thanks
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begging the inbreds on here who love to claim that serious mental health conditions are easy to fix and that “putting in the work and going to therapy will fix you” to realize that maybe 1 in every 500 people is going to ACTUALLY be able to find the care that you’re talking abt
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you need (a LOT of) money, a support network, the actual luck of finding the right care/providers, etc etc like oh my godddd it isn’t as simple as deciding you’re going to get professional help
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how it feels lately
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went to a diner today and the waitress said i’m really skinny
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why did this get likes i literally look average i just live in the USA so i seem skinny to most people 😭😭😭😭
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My desperation to be thin is getting stronger but my willpower to starve is getting lower???
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viktor ༼ つ ╹ ╹ ༽つ retweeted
how i consume food knowing i’ll regret it 10 minutes later
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being uw means you’re skinny about 1 day out of the week because you’ve fucked up your gut so bad that you’ve got chronic bloating issues
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i can’t wait to get top surgery just gotta figure out the money and someone to take care of me.. 🤗🤗
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uhhh not even binging bro 😭😭just being a normal person with a normal diet like what LOL
BINGE EATING!!! THATS HOW!!!! STOP ACTING SO CONFUSED!!! ANOREXIA IS NOT THE ONLY EATING DISORDER
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this is such a funny tweet cuz like.. wait.. yeah they actually DO shove it down our throats LMAO 😭😭
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Being anorexic will have you caring about insane shit like what blood pressure cuff they use on you at the hospital
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my ed moodboard
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no wonder anorexia nervosa is the deadliest mental disorder, primarily by suicide. i’m genuinely fucking miserable but it’s virtually inescapable
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holy shit i’m so fat why the fuck UGHHHH
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no cuz i’m genuinely starting to tweeeaaaaakkk out why can’t i escape 100/99 lbs either
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