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but I felt sure that something more obscure, more frightening lurked in the hearts of human beings. Greed did not cover it, nor did vanity. @cielsles 🔞🍃

Joined August 2023
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oh thats a small hole in my jeans right on my dick that ive been wearing all day oh okay yeah this is cool
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great day to be wearing a FUCKING THONG BECAUSE IM OUT OF MY PREFERRED UNDERWEAR
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might do this again and abandon the last of my non irl and non edtwt relationships i only need my roommates my family and my eating disorder.
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i've always had an avoidance problem and unfortunately the dissociative disorder doesn't help this fact at all. i am far too comfortable getting up and abandoning my life and i have done so multiple times. maybe it won't be the last. maybe one day i'll forget everyone i ever love
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if i hurt them now to the point of no return i cant hurt them later when i end my life someday. i need everyone to stop caring about me now
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oomfies feel free to follow priv btw @cielsles
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okay im off work but war is NOT over because i have a paper to start and finish in the next 48 hours. but for Now it is over im gonna smoke weed and sleep maybe
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i wish i brought a joint w me bruh i wanna smoke right when i get off work life is so cruel
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ciel 🪽 retweeted
Bunny is so happy woke is back.
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i need to update my id bc i just got id'd and he was Really Suspicious i am very. ummm. i dont look like that anymore and im transgender. the people are confused
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also my address is wroooong
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one thing about me is i will always thank the bus driver
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yummy dollar store find 👀
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blinding ass lights
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i just think killing myself would simply be easier than dealing with all of my problems for the rest of my life forever
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i wish plain pasta wasnt one of my biggest safe foods :( my cholesterol is so high :(
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i actually think my cholesterol is like Not that high but its slightly Mildly higher than it should be so now everytime i eat any food (bc carbs & processed things are My biggest safe foods....) i get so guilty SIIDFIIRJWIWWJ im in hell
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bruh ppl in a car were weirded out by me smoking and watching the bunnies by the church courtyard. chill on me im just hanging out with my loved ones
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ciel 🪽 retweeted
Ngl if I as a trans man randomly blew up online and ppl started calling me a beautiful ethereal woman who could not possibly be a man I’d probably kill myself
theyre in qrts calling this beautiful transgender woman a gay guy
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thinking about how i accidentally became oomfs on here w a friend from Off twitter after i completely disengaged from all of our other friends and never spoke to them again. i am the worst person ever for that and the guilt will eat me alive forever but i also Had to. to Live
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i was being suffocated alive by my livelihood i still don't remember how i got out of it but i did and i abandoned literally everyone in my life to do so :( i still talk to them sometimes but we did sb each other LMAO
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i've always had an avoidance problem and unfortunately the dissociative disorder doesn't help this fact at all. i am far too comfortable getting up and abandoning my life and i have done so multiple times. maybe it won't be the last. maybe one day i'll forget everyone i ever love
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