Only HE is authorized by Love to open your eyes. HE is the "gate" to eternal Life and HE is eternal Life Himself. HE owns the Way to and HE embodies the Truth for appropriating and exercising the God-Life. That mustard seed is God's seed capital as the sole Source and Sponsor of your spirituality. HE is the Father of spirits (Hebrews12vs9). Any operation of spirituality outside of Christ Jesus is a practice sponsored by spiritual rebellion. The deployment of the seed capital of faith in any other thing/being (including in self) but Christ is a clear and loud intentional statement. Listen, don't "woke" yourself away into oblivion. You are not more humanist than the Maker and Lover of all humans. HE knows "what" HE made and why HE made IT so. Adam made his choise and every human being will have the right to make their own too. The first Adam made the substantive one for you, but you can choose differently from Adam by putting your faith in the last Adam and be excluded from the consequences of Adam's choice into the blessed "consequences" of Christ's obedience. This is the summary of Romans 5.