i kinda realized i have no problem working here, i have a problem with not being valued enough? it's like u have a Ferrari and you're driving it like a Fiat 500. and no, I'm not overestimating myself on this
I realized I'd never work anything alone, I am simply too good with people. they say "working with people is hard", but I honestly enjoy it, I know how to handle and find a common language. just never let them feel like they're in power - everything else is so damn easy
the funniest thing is that I am actually serious most of the time, I stand by what I say but I might as well say things in some way like a joke. but also pretty obvious that i am stating something. and 90% of the things I say are calculated to land in a certain way
give any job to the lazy person and he'll find some 10x easier way than everyone else. lazy doesn't mean not working, but rather using the brain more before the physical work
can I say I'm so glad all of that shit happened that pushed me here? at the right time, right place and between the right people?
am I going to be a boss? No. do I behave like a boss? absolutely yes and it's so funny at this point
I have absolutely no idea why I am staying here for 10 hours, but honestly I don't wanna go home so idk. I'd do nothing good if i go it's literally 2-3am anyway so what's the change
I sometimes do some bad things, I mean not necessarily bad but rather unfair things and the thing that saves me is that I'm such a good person haha and I somehow turn it into a joke.
it's kinda true that all great books are written from sadness and sorrow. cause now I have literally nothing to write about anymore

