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ok apparently joint pain and dislocation isnt needed to qualify for EDS so i prolly have it but idgaf about getting a diagnosis so now its just a fun fact
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ive got symptoms like hypermobile knees, shoulders, arms, wrists, fingers and back, stretchy skin, i bruise easily and ive got some symptoms similar to IBS. however, i dont experience joint pain or dislocation and idk if i can have EDS without that so lmk
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crazy to think back to a particular time in ur life and realize that oh! i was probably depressed. i didnt think so at the time but now that im saying it out loud everything im describing sounds like depression
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crazy to think back to a particular time in ur life and realize that oh! i was probably depressed. i didnt think so at the time but now that im saying it out loud everything im describing sounds like depression
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like in 2023-2024 some Shit happened and bcuz of it i: cried a lot, couldnt be bothered to cut my hair at ALL, stopped putting effort into how i dressed n wore the same time everyday, was VERY tired and started chainsmoking. but my ass was like nooo this is all normal im normal
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i hate being uncapable of lying due to an autistic sense of justice bruh LET ME LIE TO MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS!!! I CANT GET A DYSPHORIA DIAGNOSIS IF I DONT LIE A LITTLE!!!! THEYLL ONLY TAKE ME SERIOUSLY IF I IM AN ACTIVELY SUICIDAL BINARY TRANS MAN AND IM NEITHER 💀💀💀💀
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the closest i can get to a lie when they ask if im suicidal is "uhh... i dont know. maybe. its possible. i dont think so tho. but i could become suicidal later. who knows! i cant imagine my life without affirming care, does that count ?" thats the best i can do
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telling even the tiniest lie feels so wrong in my brain that even if i succeed in telling one i will inevitably experience such overbearing guilt that ill always admit to it. most of the time lying just doesnt cross my mind. which sucks cuz lying is a very useful skill
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i wish i had the ability to lie but everytime i attempt it i either hesitate so much its embarassingly obvious or it feels so bad and wrong i immediately tell the truth
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15 mins into talking to these two rly nice ppl i go "i lied before, i already had a lighter but asked for one so i could talk to someone" and luckily we could all laugh about it.+
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its a hard feeling to fully explain but having fun talking to them just started feeling wrong knowing we met under false pretenses so i felt obligated to confess even tho they didnt gaf. is that what autistic sense of justice is ?
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throwback to the time last year i had an appointment abt my meds n i casually mentioned being trans n trying to get a dysphoria diagnosis and this grown ass doctor goes "oh i see, so you like girls then?" like . yes 😭 ?? hows that relevant ? does it help my case ?? wdym ??
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grown doctor in the year 2025: "if you boy..... you like girl ?" what if i said i didnt like girls? would she have been like "but..... you boy..... boy like girl......" ?? if id told her i was nby she wouldve shortcircuited. dont think this woman has ever met a trans person
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kinda funny when a friend casually drops that u probably have the same disorder they do. this bitch started giving me hypermobility tests and pulling my skin and was like "u prolly have ehlers–danlos lmao" oh ! okay !
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ive got symptoms like hypermobile knees, shoulders, arms, wrists, fingers and back, stretchy skin, i bruise easily and ive got some symptoms similar to IBS. however, i dont experience joint pain or dislocation and idk if i can have EDS without that so lmk
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us trans ppl really gotta bring back the polari word for sex change cuz "remould" is SO fucking metal. we still use polari words like butch and camp i think remould deserves a shot. "i just booked my remould appointment!" "im being remoulded next week!"
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love how u can see me finally learning how to draw black ppl across these 4 pics cuz those first 3 are ROUGH. silk press is chopped, lips Gone. redesign saved her god bless
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getting unceremoniously kicked out of my band when i've written So Many of our song lyrics is kinda wild cuz like . what, is the new cishet vocalist gonna sing MY song about the trans healthcare system ?? what the fuck does ivar know about the trans healthcare system ?????
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like that song is very personal and specific to me it feels so weird to just replace me n have some fucking cis guy perform MY words about MY experiences as a trans person. this is the song btw if u like hc crustpunk and trans anger open.spotify.com/track/13D4q…
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but i still want them to perform it, i still want ppl, especially other trans ppl to hear and relate to it. but it still feels like a bastardization of my work to have it sung by someone who doesnt understand what its about or why its something to scream about in the first place
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