tortlinni

Hey yall while I appreciate the praise very much I dont like it when people call me the greatest gamer or the best or anything its too much! I dont think im the best at all + I dont want others thinking that I do because other ppl are saying it. I actually think im pretty normal, ive just learned how to learn and I dedicate a lot of time to perfecting my craft. I know its weird to say as a content creator but I dont like that kind of attention, and I dont want people to compare me to others. I dont care if you think im better or worse at video games than someone else. Id prefer that you dont put me against other people at all. Lets all lift ourselves together instead!! You can put people up without putting others down. Please support me and watch my videos though that makes me happy. I love to learn things and my dream is that i can make content about my time learning any game i want to - and maybe irl stuff in the future - and be successful doing that. I want to be a role model for women!! I want to show that we can do anything, especially being happy, no matter how many men try to put us down. The funny part of being trans is that i get to experience all the misogyny and sexism that keeps women in gaming back while also having thousands and thousands of men telling me that im not experiencing that and I cant possibly be a woman. I cant use my mic in ranked without my random teammates being sexist. I get instakicked from cs ranked lobbies for being a woman. I get called boosted CONSTANTLY no matter what I achieve, even if I only solo queue. Im afraid to use my mic if im not doing well, because i fear that it keeps up the stereotype that woman cant be good at games. These are all things that only women experience, yet I have so many people saying i cant possibly be one. And look at where I am despite that all of that!! I hope i can inspire you to push past that negativity and believe that you too can do anything you put your mind to. Also I am completely immune to transphobia you guys are wasting your time. If ANYBODY lived the experiences that i have they would have zero disagreements that i am a woman. There isnt a shred of doubt in my mind about my being a woman and so transphobia cannot hurt me. I love you all, even the transphobic people. They have just been misled, and ill forgive them when they realize that one day. I hope that i can guide them in the right direction. Here is a quote that inspires me, i hope it inspires you too