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i really wish i were dead

“i just gotta get through today” except it’s every single day

been trying to play re2 to stop the #larp and genuinely all i’ve been doing is digging in my butt and getting lost this whole time

i can distract myself all i want but at the end of the day my reality is always right there waiting for me

what do i do if i feel like there’s genuinely no hope left for me and i can’t stand this life anymore

my parents are fucking deadbeats and i’m slowly but surely turning into them and i genuinely cannot let that happen 😀

i’ve said it before but either i move out of this house soon or i WILL end up on the news

i literally hate everyone at my job with my whole chest it’s not even funny

off to have a terrible day at work wish me luck

when will this end like genuinely

real

how it feels trying to romanticize your life when you’re poor as shit