had this tab open and caught a glimpse into another universe for a second before it threw me out………….
oh to be in love for thirteen going on twenty years and for this love to be the only one for you even if it’s hopeless but then to actually get to be with your one special person for the rest of your lives
jeongyo who can’t even jerk off for three years because he immediately starts thinking about pio and is like fuckkk…….no I don’t deserve to imagine his beautiful hands his plush lips……….fuck I’m close…….has to go and beat his head against the wall
jeongyo laying in bed in czechia rethinking every expression and action of pio’s with the newfound knowledge that he loved him all this time like oh…….his sparkly eyes………his sad gentle smile………he wanted to hug me……AND JEONGYO CAN’T EVEN BE KICKING HIS LEGS OUT OF JOY
pio letting jeongyo plaster himself all over him AND touch his face AND hit a second pose. looking mentally tortured will not full anyone loverboy 🤨
pregnant conductor jeongyo at the orchestra practice when someone pisses him off: you want my kid to internalize this as normal? 🤨 you want them to think this is good music? 🤔 you want them to think dad tortured their ears back in the womb??? 😠
“always wears a faint, unreadable smile” about pio 😭😭 nothing to smile about in his life and in the end they didn’t even make him pretend there was 😔
Character introductions by the author!!
(jade.writer on tt)
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