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this one hurts. You never know when your last day will be with whomever. Today I had to put down my cat. She had a tumor around her heart and it was causing her a lot of pain. I had 10 beautiful loving years with her. And she was loved by so many. I miss her like hell. Rest easy my sopha loaf 💜🐾
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hope is a dangerous drug because hope keeps you stuck
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once they take what they want from you, they are gone like the wind
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Lying on somebody character out of envy & forcing a false narrative on them is top tier LOSER behavior.
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no one talks about the personality shift in your 30s where you no longer want to be impressive you just want to be rested, regulated, and completely unavailable to anything that drains you
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Every thought you repeat is training your brain. Including the ones destroying you. Every repeated thought is a tiny vote for what your brain should make easier next time. That’s the strange thing about your brain. It doesn’t only learn the things you sit down and decide to learn. It learns what you rehearse. The worry you revisit. The story you keep telling yourself. The reaction you repeat. But also the skill you practice, the courage you keep choosing, and the new response that feels awkward at first. None of those repetitions feels life-changing in the moment. But your brain is paying attention. (This is What Happens in Your Brain When You Learn Something New)
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Being disliked by evil people is a form of protection btw.
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25 years ago, today…we learned what “globalize the intifada” means. Seems we’ve forgotten.
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happy to say i genuinely love my job
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icl she hot for that
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the world is filled with a lot of insensitive people
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trauma is so crazy because what do you mean i can’t differentiate between a girl with good intentions and a girl with bad intentions anymore
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$400 @peachyyTV 2v2 female switch #CHAMPS w/ the goat @NatarshaAU #redemption ✨🏆
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