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Joined January 2018
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ℱⅈⓃȡⅈƝⒼ ℳℽ ℱ℟ɇⓔⅅŌℳ❁ retweeted
Look at it it’s got anxiety
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I need to go spray paint again. Maybe that’ll help my sadness.
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I used to every day almost the town is covered. Ugh.
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ℱⅈⓃȡⅈƝⒼ ℳℽ ℱ℟ɇⓔⅅŌℳ❁ retweeted
You also have long-term health issues thanks to years of starving and binging and purging, if your disorder hasn’t already killed you. Children and adults can co-exist on the same platform. We don’t have to interact with each other. Everyone deserves a voice.
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ℱⅈⓃȡⅈƝⒼ ℳℽ ℱ℟ɇⓔⅅŌℳ❁ retweeted
If you don’t recover as a teenager, you will be us. You don’t age-out of your disorder. Your brain doesn’t suddenly flip a switch. You feel exactly the same as an adult as you did as a teenager, except you now have to juggle illness with work & bills & responsibilities.
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ℱⅈⓃȡⅈƝⒼ ℳℽ ℱ℟ɇⓔⅅŌℳ❁ retweeted
I’ve been in ED communities longer than some people here have been alive. I know I belong here, you’re not going to push me out. When you have a mental illness that is misunderstood and isolating, you yearn for people who ‘get’ you (though at the same time wish they didn’t!)
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I guess it doesn’t matter and no one deserves damn letters. Maybe I’ll have to have that sit with me for a while.
Highly debating going over to my girlfriends to be held but also she’s asleep and also aren’t i a burden forgot what they keep saying wouldn’t want to BE TOO FUCKING SELFISH
Just cut my arm so that’s that. Woke up in the bathroom still. Yikes
How do you kill yourself if you’re too lazy to write FUCKINGLETTERS TO EVERYOBE
I just sat on my floor juggling my death pills hand to hand while staring into my eyes in the mirror and just like. Tears slowly here and there sliding down. It was like straight out of a movie. It was pathetic. I looked for any life in my eyes. I couldn’t find it.
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Like I don’t think I want to tell her because she will say please. And I will bend. Or just lie and feel bad. Idk. I think I just wanna label these envelopes and go from there. But that means I’m one more step closer. And I’ve been brainstorming some of the letters.
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I already gave her the passcode but the letter will have instructions and everything. Reminder of my passcode
And then if I die I die. I probably would. If I don’t, the letters don’t get given. If they do, then they get given. Along with my other moms duties to get my pictures and shit out of this phone and then clearing it before giving it to my kinda sorda gf who I’m on the plan with
It’s hard because I could do it now. Be done. But so much isn’t said. So much unfinished. I don’t wanna leave it that way. I wanna leave everyone with letters clearing it up.