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I hate myself I hate my fat thighs I hate my fat legs I hate my fat stomach I hate my fat and my body I hate myself I hate my life I want to be someone else I want to be thin

Addicted to the emptiness, but hate the hunger

i'm crying ↓       ← ← ← ←   ↓      ↓      ↑ ↓      ↓        ↑ because → → → → → I’m so        ↓        ↓        ↓        ↓ FAT

I destroyed my body for the peace of mind that I never got

“When are you going to outgrow this?” “Aren’t you too old for this?” “You’re not fat, it’s all in your head.” “You’re crazy!” “Why do you keep doing this?” “What’s wrong with you?” Crazy isn’t it? almost like it’s not something you outgrow like it’s an 𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈

I really don’t get what the deal is w invalidating pronouns When ur friend says, call me “Alex” instead of “Alexandra” u do it without protest bc u respect their nickname choice & it’s easy Just respect ppls pronouns, it’s rly not that fucking hard & don’t make a big deal of it

I wanna do smth nice for ED twt & give away 3 gifts, randomly Each will contain 1 bag of smart sweets (can sub smth else (eg tea) if u feel uncomfy) & a copy of my book BUT: u can forgo ur gift & I donate 20 to charity :) OR u may send to a friend Each RT/like is 1 entry 😊

I’ve destroyed myself and my body in trying to get thin Yet... somehow... I still believe my life will be better once I get there