JosephColonialVT (VRISTAS)

Vtubing started, for me, as simply a passion project. I wanted to meet people and be part of something that I had been a viewer of for most of my life. That's it.. Fame, attention, ego, none of those are why I started this. I loved streaming and vtubing genuinely. I have unfortunatey been unlucky enough to experience some of the worst this community has to offer. My passion and desire to be part of this community has absolutely been affected by this. I don't know if this is something I care to be part of anymore to be honest. On the flip side, I have many creators and people who exist on the opposite end of my bad experiences. People who have genuinely changed my life and the truth is, without streaming, I never would have met them. That being said, right now I don't feel the same passion for vtubing/streaming anymore. However, I realize the impact and joy it did bring me, so I don't think it's fair to just walk away either. So I figure I'll try it again and see if this is something that's behind me, or something I will relearn to love with time. Tldr; I will be coming back to streaming in a limited capacity. When or how often, don't know. But I can't walk away from a passion of mine without at least giving it an honest try. One step, one breath, one day at a time. Time to rebuild obs now fml