5’11” πŸ’ƒπŸ» Kinky GFE πŸ’‹ Dog Mom 🐢 Plant Lady πŸͺ΄

Houston, TX
Joined March 2024
3 years sober. Please clap.
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I had a pleasant bipolar up swing a few weeks ago. I was walking Casey every day. Going out (in public!!) to do admin at a cafe. It was amazing. Then it was followed by a sudden down swing. Two weeks of low energy, body aches, staying inside for days, getting no work done, talking to no one.
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The reason I toss this into the void, besides just getting it off my chest, is bc I know I’m not alone in this experience, struggling to carry and hide this shame. The vulnerability of strangers, online and irl, helps it feel lighter and easier to manage. It’s the key to connection, to our humanity
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It’s my small way of paying forward the gift that others gave me. A reminder that we’re in this together no matter how isolated we feel. That it’s possible to heal and connect no matter how dysfunctional we feel. That love can overcome fear and shame. That we don’t have to do it alone
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Ignoring my responsibilities to learn about Akkadian history
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Phoenix Azul πŸ’‹ KINKY GFE ⛓️ retweeted
Mornings at the Ritz
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Squinting my eyes enough to screenshot an email without being reading it so Claude can tell me whether or not I’ll be triggered first
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I feel like shit bc I spent all day over-eating/sleeping trying to avoid reading these messages His β€œexplanation” seems valid but my nervous system goes fucking haywire when it gets the faintest whiff of male entitlement/covert manipulative behavior so idk if it even matters now
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Phoenix Azul πŸ’‹ KINKY GFE ⛓️ retweeted
Memory loss from having bad mental health is not talked about enough.
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"Pretty Woman vibe, but less naive" πŸ₯΄πŸ₯΄πŸ₯΄
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the inbox today is making me physically ill
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"white male in great shape" for the second time in 1hr i spit out my chai... why is a great white male shark filling out my booking form??
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the proton search function 🀬🀬🀬 my data is so private not even I can find it!!
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Phoenix Azul πŸ’‹ KINKY GFE ⛓️ retweeted
It’s a great day to fall in love (with me)
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Almost spit out my chai πŸ€­β˜•οΈ
You can’t hobby your way out of needing human connection btw
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Me and my therapist this morning:
My therapist said CPTSD survivors can get so caught up analyzing every thought and action that they forget they’re allowed to simply exist without constantly questioning themselves.
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I was going to correct my grammar so ppl don’t think I’m uneducated but said fuck it. Growth.
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