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🕯He/him. 34. ✟ Celestial being ✟🕯Into: Everything horror. Mysticism. Videogames. 🎮 Crochet. 🧶 Anime/manga. Living a soft, cozy life. 🧸✨️ I like wolves.

lost.
Joined September 2021
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🕯New intro 🕯 He/Him. A friend of the wolves. Creative soul and lover of all things horror. Videogame enthusiast - Fatal Frame, Resident Evil, Soulsborne, Final Fantasy, and more! Music addict - Metalcore, Vkei, and some K-pop. Anime - Hellsing, Berserk, Ergo Proxy, JJK, etc. 🖤
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gay people can never say i love you normally its always some shit like
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but who am i without nostalgia, yearning, melancholy, overthinking, regret and music
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Delusions/Paranoia. ☹️ Or the severe fatigue I have.
What symptom would you permanently delete if you could?
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me pretending to be okay with a situation that's clearly affecting me.
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Everyone is concerned about me. I didn't even want to leave my therapist. She's been my safe space during all of this. I see my psychiatrist in the morning and we will discuss next steps to take. I told my therapist that nothing feels real. Even her. Even my wife. Nothing.
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all I do is rot in the room and think about the life I wish I had.
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CPTSD is wild because what do you mean I never decorate my home because some part of me is still thinking, what if I need to escape?
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― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals
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I'm looking into residential treatment right now for how bad my mental health has gotten. It's hard to find any that take my insurance, which is unfortunate. I have therapy tomorrow so I'm going to see if my therapist can help me find one that would work with me. 💔
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how it feels to try explaning to people your disordered thinking
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We were doomed from the start, born into battles we never chose. And perhaps the greatest tragedy isn't losing ourselves, but realizing we never had the chance to become who we could've been.
BRAIN SCANS HAVE REVEALED CHILDREN LIVING WITH UNSTABLE FAMILIES HAVE BRAIN CHANGES SIMILAR TO COMBAT SOLDIERS AFTER ACTIVE DUTY
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who else up struggling with basic hygiene and daily tasks?
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