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Our 1st Florida trans elected offical Quinnie Pérez!!!! We made histroy!!! 🇺🇸 🏳️‍⚧️
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genuinely free puppies for everyone vs diarrhea forever
I’m gonna slime out each and every one of you in Florida if this continues 😭
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Potential Harm
I still don’t know if I have BPD, but reading the posts of people on here (even those in good faith) who describe it as being draining, soul crushing and manipulative to date/be around them makes me wonder if I’m a lot worse than I think I am and if I’ve really changed that much
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honest to god the “i’ve never seen a convincing case of DID, it likely doesn’t exist” comments from armchair psychologists online have never made me doubt my diagnosis in the slightest and i don’t think they ever will. i have the experience to know DID is 100% undeniably real.
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someone else just mentioned this and i feel like it's important to say: you cannot get diagnosed w BPD until you are 18. you cannot get treatment until adulthood. meaning that you are trapped, with a disorder that develops in childhood, until you can start researching therapists.
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and don’t even get me started on the whole “bpd isn’t an excuse” thing bc where are you finding pwBPD who are saying “my behavior is perfectly acceptable at all times” rather than feeling deeply ashamed and embarrassed by their words/actions
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halloween tomorrow
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Sensory aids/toys becoming viral trends then getting banned in schools, making them unusable for their intended use, within schools... Fidget spinners, fidget cubes, needohs... So frustrating 🫠
I hate that neurotypicals have minimised neurodivergent struggles by watering down our terms. This is why they don’t see it as disabling. They think overstimulation is just being overwhelmed, they think non verbal is going quiet for a bit. Just annoying and unhelpful.
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como se dice i'm trynna frick just joshing
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“What do the two lambs fucking symbolize” taboo relationships??? Loss of innocence and purity in the eyes of the church??? Sin infecting something/someone who is meant to (symbolize) be holy?? A debasement to animalistic practices/sinful acts?????
Art I got called satanic for:
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This is so poetic. The cure to ADHD is in this flowchart but unfortunately none of us will read it
Replying to @Alexiabobadill1
I found this flow chart on tumblr, haven't tried it for anything big yet myself but it could help?
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i like you. man it's gonna suck when i kill myself
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idk how ppl are acting like BPD is nbd and is highly treatable and super easy to control. ever since i was a child, when i experience too strong emotions, i vomit. like a LOT. negative emotions cause nerve pain for me. i will get migraines and vertigo, my blood pressure drops.
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not to mention BPD is largely a traumagenic disorder acquired in childhood, meaning the vast majority of us developed it as CHILDREN bc we faced heinous levels of abuse. i am this way bc i was abused and witness to abuse as an infant and a toddler, how dare ppl expect normalcy
also it’s really frustrating the abusers being tied to bpd but never any convo on how we are also vulnerable to abuse. Like anyone can become an abuser regardless if they have bpd another disorder or none at all
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🧵thread of free online DBT material for those suffering with BPD and cannot afford specialized therapy:
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the bpd convo is strange because its just people describing textbook bpd symptoms and denying they have any correlation with bpd at all, and i’m sure this is almost solely because the alternative of admitting to find people with certain mental conditions annoying looks bad
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My wife left her last therapist bc when she heard I have BPD she told my wife that we are master manipulators and she needed to leave me then proceeded to talk massive shit about a former BPD patient she had lol
saw someone say bpd is highly treatable. tell that to every therapist that has told me not to bring that up in sessions. tell that to the two therapists who straight up refused to treat me after seeing the diagnosis. y'all are woefully ignorant about how bpd patients are treated.
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"im too self-aware for therapy" no. bitch. you're not. bitch. if you were, you'd understand what therapy actually is. bitch. insight isn't integration. bitch. you're chronically intellectualizing. bitch. you need to feel yourself. bitch. lil hoe ass bitch
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People think people with BPD are manipulative because they’re constantly described that way but nobody actually explains what that means. The actions appear manipulative, but it’s just desperate attempts to relieve horrific emotional agony. It’s not done with abusive intentions
The popularization of therapy speak has done enormous collective social damage. Yes, the meltdowns of people with BPD are manipulative, in the same way that it's manipulative to scream for help when you're in danger, or for a person with cancer to post a gofundme. Any attempt
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