brain worms

i had so much sushi i exploded. worth it.

who told you to write this post about me

also to the ppl w priv accounts i follow i do see ur tweets but i honestly have no clue how to respond to most emotional thoughts without therapizing so i just keep it moving am i supposed to like tweets that are like "blowin my shit shmoove off" or what do i even do

on a slightly more serious note this behavior made it hard for me to recognize that i do have amnesia, i just somehow have semi-functional internal communication where parts will chuck memories at me randomly and sometimes they're useful

front area is like a blank canvas and the Voices are constantly throwing tomatoes (the most random ass memories) at it

tweeting several things all my voices thought of while driving for an hr and a half, it be like that

i love my friends i want them to stay in my pocket and go everywhere with me forever

unknown part in front barely knows they exist and are piloted by parts in the back seat. we are literally a Sim. we are playing the Sims 24/7. i can't tell if we suck at this game or not.

the voices gotta get on the same page fr

i get way more verbal communication internally when im falling asleep. last night i was trying to find which part yanks me out of things when i hear a voice clearly and i felt someone say "it's all their fault!!" and i was like... ok maybe chill bro

anyone else constantly saying two words at the same time and fucking it up entirely bitches in my head keep fighting over what to say next

i feel pretty similar. i have my own frame of reference for these things that's probably very different from some others. but that's okay and doesn't mean i think anyone w other opinions are terrible people personally.

i couldn't finish it all u should have had some

i am Dying. there are too many sushis in my Belly. i feel like a Pibble.

today i am going to consume ungodly amounts of sushi

see i don't even mind the trauma amnesia. it's all the Rest of stuff that gets blocked out and i can't remember what im doing as im doing it.

omg u just unlocked a memory of when i was little i thought i was keeping baby silkworms as pets that i found at school but they were maggots. i thought they were cute little chubby babies.

tbh being open to being wrong is the most important piece of it all. it can be hard to know for sure without working with a professional