Ode to a Distant God
Oh muse, may I ask you
To sing of lamentations,
And the aching of my heart,
Of wrath โtis red and burning,
And black hatred without start.
Whisper solemn moments
Tender love I know in passing,
All sweet rhythms, chords, and bars,
Of a God whoโs cold and distant,
The very night between the stars.
Is it distance that I
Must mutter towards this night?
Emptiness I hear aloud,
When it is His name I hear them shout;
For me neither flame nor cloud.
On this path I walk along
I started hurting long ago,
Resentful I curse His name,
With black bile born of suffering,
Yet I love Him all the same.
His hand I know is there
For the moment that I fall.
Is my home amongst the mud?
Alone I would drown in darkness,
Yet for me He spilt his blood.
Vile man I know I am
To hate my exalted maker,
But when I gaze into a mirror,
Eyes open a window to my heart,
It is my soul I view in terror.
Why God must loneliness
Torture me every hour?
I thought if I spoke aloudโฆ
No, somewhere I mastered this gift,
To feel alone amongst the crowd.
I fear no one will miss
My life upon curtain call.
Sadness will run its dreary course,
But is there a single life I touched,
That will hurt with true remorse?
God will you take me home
As broken as I am?
Please, I promise I wonโt tell,
If youโve set aside a corner in Heaven,
Because my mind entreats in Hell.
My God, all I wanted,
All I wanted was a love,
To share without added tears,
To grant a bliss and joy and peace,
For those I hold most dear.
I despair to ever feel
Those happy blessing for myself,
A soul that drips with caustic hate,
No recourse alone to make,
I have fully earned my fate.
So on my lips I cry
Oh God, my God, my Father!
Once more into blackest inky night,
I continue on this lonely march,
Once more searching for Your light.
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Lost in the deluge of fertility discourse is the simple fact that the default state of the female is resistance. Because she is burdened with the costly large gamete, the female has no sense of duty towards reproduction and instead has the opposite: a steadfast obstinacy against it.
There are no charts and graphs that will inspire surrender. The difficult task of drawing fertility from the stubborn female is a primordial struggle waged not on the mind or heart but the amygdala.
But the male weapons which were developed for this millennia-old war are in a sorry state. In our enlightenment, we sought to bring equality between the sexes, and this required costly engineering. The social contract was rewritten and the legal codes reformed.
Now, the male goes out in search of a mate without his weapons of war. His plumage has been plucked, his talons clipped, and his fangs dulled. And what of the female? Not only is she as obstinate as ever, but she has the surgeon's hooks trained at her womb and the State's army aimed at her would-be suitor.
The price of equality will be extinction and no number of charts and graphs will change this.
Honest question, how is this worse than a relationship with someone her own age?
I've seen some people reply "she should be in college!", as if college girls her age don't have plenty of access to sex and making stupid decisions.
If anything, you could argue that he is wealthy and perfectly capable of providing for her, unlike someone in her own age cohort.
Even is he is just interested in her body, so? College boys wouldn't be? Is society really going to pretend it suddenly cares about the innocence and unblemished maidenhood of its young women?
Plus there is a good chance she does legitimately find him attractive, he is a highly successful and talented musician in pretty good health.
And if she is just in it for money... fair play? So many of the people deriding this wouldn't have a problem if she was a hooker or started an OnlyFans.
The only conclusion that I can come to is that this "social stigma" is more propaganda against male virility. If you find yourself single in your 50s or older as a man don't you dare try to express your worth and find a younger partner.
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Everyone is focused too much on Iran and missing the big picture of what Trump and Rubio are doing.
China used cheap discounted oil from Venezuela and Iran to fill it's oil reserves. About 50% of Venezuela oil and 90% of Iranian oil went to China. Those two sources have been cutoff.
Venezuelan oil now goes mostly to Texas and India.
The big strategy is about limiting energy supplies to China. If China cannot sure stable oil imports, that neuters China's ability to impose it's strategy against other countries.
The talking heads are trying to claim Iran is winning by surviving. But the reality on the group (and sea) is that the USA is in a strong position.
The US stock market is near all time highs. The US Treasury market is doing fine.
Investments are still pouring into the USA (and fleeing Europe) due to high European high energy prices and regulations that strangling economic growth.
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Our statement on Amazon's suppression of The Camp of the Saints in the United States:
Thomas J. Palmer ๐บ๐ธ ๐ด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ฅ๓ ฎ๓ ง๓ ฟ retweeted
Conservative Christians who make up a large portion of the Right are often the lone bulwark fighting AGAINST the creation of right-wing art.
They tolerate the classics because of their historical value, but if new art is created with similar themes, these Christians object. Would the "moral majority" buy or praise a modern equivalent to The Oedipus Cycle, Romeo & Juliet or Jane Eyre? Would they buy the newest release with themes of incest, teenage love or forbidden sexual tension for their children?
Good art wrestles with the deepest, darkest parts of our humanity, and forces us to reckon with our depravity and animal nature. The stories that result necessarily have disturbing themes: murder, violence, sex, fornication, adultery, etc.
And the artists who are able to grasp these subjects are often disordered themselves. A modern conservative Christian wouldn't hesitate to add Oscar Wilde or Walt Whitman to a classical Christian curriculum, but certainly would object to the modern homosexual equivalent like Sufjan Stevens. Why?
The discomfort for the naked truths that art presents is often so intense with modern Christians, they object even to classical nudes and won't even expose their children to artwork with naked figures. How is a modern artist like @kendrictonn supposed to gain a following among such a crowd?
This problem isn't new. Artists have been battling the strict sensibilities of American Christians for centuries. The works that successfully snuck through have been elevated into into the "classical" cannon and ironically are now staples of classical Christian education.
What new books are we adding to the cannon for our posterity? If the Christian Right had its way, the answer would be none.
For all the respect I have for Chris Rufo as an activist, I have to push back, because this tweet represents a fundamental misunderstanding of how culture works, how art works, how passion works, and, consequently, why conservative art projects inevitably fail.
There may be many problems with the conservative audience and "conservative"-aligned creators, but the biggest problem is still that the money isn't being directed properly. For those in the position to direct all those "billions of dollars, sloshing around inside the mainstream conservative sphere, we need to learn a lot of lessons
First, itโs not hard to see how money flows through mainstream conservative institutions like "The Daily Wire" or "Angel Studios"; we can judge them by their fruits.
Is all of it bad? Of course not.
I have seen a lot of Angel Studios and Daily Wire films, and they were entertaining enough, but they all had a certain ant-smell to them that made them both unartistic and fundamentally misaligned with the kind of work conservatives should be producing in the modern world. The conservative media also felt not a little like... well... slop.
This is because these organizations develop content in a very predictable way, leading to predictable output.
Undoubtedly, conservatives think like this:
"We conservatives are underserved by the evil mainstream media. Therefore, we need a new media company to produce content that appeals to conservatives!"
"What are the conservative demographics?"
1. Older Boomers who watch Fox News
2. Evangelical Christians, with tastes curated by highly conscientious and risk-averse wives and mothers
3. Working-class rural people
4. Middle-class millennial men who feel alienated by cultural developments after 2011
So, inevitably, the conservative production companies produce their standard fare: safe retreads of popular genres from three decades ago, bland long-house renditions of bible stories with the edges sanded off, and carbon copies of Hollywood genre films popular in the early 2000s.
Unsurprisingly, these products feel like bland over-optimized retreads. But they are in some direct way "What the audience wanted" and "what the talent produced". After all, in terms of "hitting key metrics" and optimizing on return, this is how you do it. This is what a consultant will tell you to do. This is what our modern social media algorithms do as well. This is also exactly how you get slop.
No one cares about these conservative pieces of media after they debut because they contain no artistry, no purpose, and no love.
To be at least a little artistic, in order not to be slop, and an entertainment product must do two things:
1. It must make people love it, not just like it or be mildly placated by it.
2. It must point people towards higher spiritual aspirations that they don't encounter in their ordinary lives.
Obviously, algorithmically optimized content doesn't do either of these two things, and neither does the focus-grouped pandering that you see in conservative media.
Ultimately, conservatives have to get over a critical, flawed conception about art, namely that it is a demand-driven consumer product. It is not. Art is designed to lead people, not follow their desires. It's not supposed to give audiences what they already say they want; it's supposed to show them what they should want. It's aspirational.
Therefore, not all consumer dollars are equal. The dollars that follow prestigious culture (people with vision, and tastemakers) lead to products that last. Those who chase median consumer demand produce forgettable products. Conservatives lament this because they see this logic robbing them of the mainstream culture in the 70s when programming like MASH and All in the Family were prioritized over more popular shows that did better numbers. But that new, more activist, technically less popular programming is what people needed, and itโs what they remembered going forward.
Popular entertainment is no different from art, and art leads. Which is why following either a prestigious tastemaker class or building on an interesting underground pulp movement is always the better long-term strategy than pumping out stuff for the median consumer.
Just look at any property now celebrated in mainstream nerd culture, from Tolkien to Lovecraft to Conan the Barbarian. It all started as a money-losing venture. It was an aspirational project to create, a labor of love.
And being aspirational, itโs not just about taking risks, not on the craziest shit ever. Itโs about giving people better things. Case in point, my classic question: โWhy doesnโt the Daily Wire make Shakespeare movies?โ
They donโt make Shakespeare because it makes less money than slop. But having a few really good Shakespeare productions under your belt is better than money. It gives you prestige and makes you a symbol of something thatโs better than Hollywood.
Progressives understand this reality; conservatives do not. Leftists spend millions on niche art projects designed to appeal to small minorities or groups of academics because they KNOW that being loved is the most important thing, that creating a product that a few people re-read and organize their lives around is better than having something that millions are just sorta kind of ok with.
So sure, with all the millions and billions sloshing around, looking to make good conservative art, you could blame the audience and the creators. Even when talent and demand are evident in numerous examples. But, doing so misses the point that you are fighting the wrong battle.
This is a war of belief, and if you arenโt showing people what is worthy of love and aspiration, then you arenโt actually fighting it.
Thomas J. Palmer ๐บ๐ธ ๐ด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ฅ๓ ฎ๓ ง๓ ฟ retweeted
>Be the most violent man of your time.
>Be the most virtuous man of your time.
>Be born to lower nobility.
>Your father, grandfather, and great-grandfather all die in battles for France.
>Win a horsemanship contest in front of the King at 13.
>Win a tournament in front of the King at 18.
>Capture an enemy standard in battle at 19. Knighted immediately.
>Fight a public duel to the death against giant Spanish warrior at 26.
>Hold off 250 enemy Spanish knights on a bridge by yourself so your army doesn't get obliterated. Survive.
>Pope asks you to command his armies and offers immense salary.
>Write the Pope to say you'd rather be a humble soldier for your King than a foreign Prince.
>Win the battle of Genoa by leading a seemingly impossible cavalry charge uphill.
>Put in charge of a small contingent of French army. Revitalize the army with the discipline and skill of your own men.
>Hang out with Emperor Maximillian at the failed siege of Padua (not your fault).
>Nearly capture the Pope in a raid near Ferrara.
>Oversee a duel as Master of the Lists for The Italian Thunderbolt Gaston Le Foix.
>Lead dismounted men-at-arms in repeated charges to win the siege of Brescia. Suffer bad thigh injury.
>Allow your men to take you to a commoners house to recover.
>Need to leave before you are fully recovered because a huge battle is brewing at Ravenna.
>Leave the commoners, a mother and her daughters, with a thousand gold pieces when you leave.
>When the enemy discovers you have personally arrived at Ravenna, they exclaim your value on the field is equivalent to 2,000 men.
>Your personal bravery in leading decisive charges carries the day at Ravenna but the last minute loss of your captain and friend Gaston Le Foix is strategic catastrophe for France and devastating personal loss for you.
>Many of your friends and associates become mercenaries, chasing wealth far exceeding your own.
>You are disinterested in chasing wealth.
>Among savages, earn a reputation for (aside from your supreme savagery) your kindness and light-heartedness.
>Captured by the King of England in battle.
>Released on the sole promise to not fight for six weeks.
>Don't fight for six weeks.
>Battle of Marignano with new King Francis I. Carry the day with the King. King asks you to knight him on the field of battle afterwards.
>You are now lieutenant-general of the French army.
>Hold the city of Mezieres with 1,000 men against 35,000 Holy Roman Empire besiegers.
>All of France celebrates your achievement.
>Named to the Order of St. Michael.
>King orders you are allowed to command 100 knights in your own name, a privilege reserved for Princes of the Blood.
>When the army is on the march, ride at the front of the vanguard and forbid your troops from looting and pillaging the locals. Placing sentries at churches to guard the women taking shelter inside from being raped as the army passes.
>When the army is retreating, ride at the very back putting out fires and helping villagers recover from the passing of the front of the army.
>Paid peasants from his own pocket whenever he needed anything on campaign.
>Wherever you pass, locals and peasants rush to the army to bring you gifts. Unheard of.
>In your own lifetime given many nicknames and epithets, including "beyond fear and reproach".
>Prefer to just be called "Le Bon Chevalier" (The Good Knight).
>At the Battle of the Sesia River, be fighting at the back of the rearguard as the army retreats.
>Hit with an arquebus ball.
>Left to die under a tree.
>Enemy surrounds you, including Italian captain Pescara and your old comrade the Duke of Bourbon who defected to the Italians.
>Duke of Bourbon says to you, "Ah! Monsieur.. I am very sad to see you in this state; you who were such a virtuous knight!"
>Respond to the Duke of Bourbon before you die, "Sir, there is no need to pity me. I die as a man of honor ought, doing my duty; but I pity you, because you are fighting against your king, your country, and your oath."
>Be one of the best who ever did it.
>Be The Chevalier Bayard.
The Right identifies with the Imperium and the Left identifies with Chaos. This tell us everything we need to know.
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โI know of no better life purpose than to perish in attempting the great and the impossible.โ
-Friedrich Nietzsche
-[Holo]
I wrote an article a while back on my Substack (link below) about how I believe that the fall of Christendom is not a result of a lack from the Church, but excess.
The problem is that for all of Christian history the ecclesiastic world was in a symbiotic relationship with the aristocratic world. They curbed each other's excesses and ensured a balanced world. But when the aristocrat, warrior classes of the West collapsed it allowed this martyr mindset to prevail. And we are now in a death spiral because of it.
insearchofprometheus.substacโฆ
In the tree of life the Pillar of Balance is buttressed by both the Pillars of Mercy and Severity, they are both necessary. Our enemies destroyed our Severity knowing that our Mercy would ultimately become self-destructive.
Thomas J. Palmer ๐บ๐ธ ๐ด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ฅ๓ ฎ๓ ง๓ ฟ retweeted
I don't want your submission.
I want your genuine desire.
I don't want your obligated compliance.
I want your unmitigated lust.
I don't want your fearful sense of duty.
I want your intrinsic admiration.
I don't want your purity.
I want you to break rules for me.
If it weren't for women men would still be living in caves. Not because men couldn't move beyond that; they were the ones who did after all. But because they would have no real desire to. Men built civilization for their daughters, wives, and mothers.
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โDespair is only for those who see the end beyond all doubt. We do not.โ




































